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Home sweet home

well i am finally home.. have been for a couple of days and things are great.. I will make a new blog soon and post the url on here. Probably tonight or tomorrow for the weight loss and a way to a better healthy living thing. I am happy to be home.. I got my hair done and i started work already so things are going great for me. Thank you for keeping me in your prayers and staying in touch. :)

*codie*

mood swings

I'm really depressed right now...I know i was totally psyched like a few hrs ago...well i guess thats what moodswings do to u. I just want to crawl in a corner and cry. I am so ready to go home :(

SOOOO

Soooo the time is drawing closer!! *YaY* I'm so excited about it... ANNNNNDD when i get home and my family (together) starts are new diet and exercise contest/program I am going to start a ALL NEW WEIGHT LOSS BLOG!! YaY! Writing about it truley helps I find... especially when you have other people rooting for you.. Since I have been here I have lost 9 lbs and i want to start new when i get home and make it more! I want to look and feel great. I want to be beautiful curvacious in of course the right places!! haha It feels good though.. me not eating unhealthy nearly as much...Back in the day.. when i used to have a lot of fast food.. I'd always wake up feeling sick or something the next day... That really NEVER happens anymore! And I am soo excited about it! It is a wonderful feeling. And I've learned to love myself for me... for who i am...big or small... because if i dont love myself then how can anyone else? okay well enough about that.. I will save the rest for my new blog wheni get home and yes i will post the url on here when i start it. annnnnnnd i am going home sooooo sooon!! Just basically the weekend left here.. i can't wait to go hiking! I am sooo excited about it...Wow this has got to be the most i have wrote in a long while!! Well i guess i better keep it short! oooh did I mention i can JOG NOW!??? like long distances?? well not LLOOOOOONNGGG distances..but way more than i could b4!! okay im done! haha luv you all!!

*codie*

well well well

Well as tired I am of being here... its getting closer for me to go home. Don't get me wrong.. I've had an okay time.. Things have just been dificult for me at times... at many times. BBBUUUTTT enough about that... I will be home in less than a week and I will start my new job in exactly a week. I am really excited about it...It's only temporary but I cant wait. And it's all thanks to my wonderful mom. I am glad I do not have to go through the job looking process when i get home!! Well I can not wait to be running to my mom in 6 days!! :)

ONLY ONE THING

I have one thing to say and it is that after today I am SOOOOOO much MORE READY AND MORE EXCITED to be going home!!!!!!!

Yup Yup

SOOOOOOOO.... I am going to be home in less than two weeks. Again I can't wait! I miss everybody so much...And yeah i dont plan on living in Oklahoma my whole life... But i dont plan on moving a crazy distnace either! I feel like time is going by slow and i need it to go faster because things are just not getting any better here. I feel SOOOOOO stuck in one place... I cant go exploring because i dont have a car or know where anything is or have a pass to get back on post.... I feel like I can never get away from these kids.. (dont get me wrong they arent the worst kids, it's just i'm not used to being around kids 24/7)!! SOOO I am sooooooooooo thankful that my parents (being the wonderful people they are) got me a ticket to go home.. I'm also flying on a redeye (wow)! I'm excited about that cause then i can sleep on the plane! I'm hoping that the seats beside me stay empty so it will be a good, relaxing flight. lol i told my mom if she would have gotten the ticket for a week sooner I probably would get to meet a lot of celebrities... because they are holding the VMAs in Vegas and that is were one of my connecting flights is. HAHA i wanted to meet me some Justin Timberlake!! lol :) well thanks so much for all of the comments and reading :) I was glad to share my trip with you all and will keep going until i get home!! Have a great day/night/tomorrow!!

I'm Going Home!!

Heeey! Guess what? I'm comming home!! In 2 weeks!! yay!! I get to see my beautiful family again!! and my boyfriend. I get to live with my family for a while and I am really looking forward to getting to spend some good quality time with them. I am also excited about going home because me and my sister are going to start playing softball out back!! That will be so much fun!! I cant wait!!

*CODIE*

BLAH!

Soooo the cruise ship job didnt work out.. THey were taking way to long with everything and it was getting to irritating... plus its hurricane and bad weather season here so i was a little nervous. Ummmmm Sooo i got a new job as a photographer at a studio. I'm pretty excited about it. I can't wait to start work...BUTTTTTT I really just wanna go home... things are different here.. WAY to many changes all at once. I feel like i've had to compromise who i am at times... and I should never feel that way!

Dont know

Sooo I'm not sure what is going on right now.. im not sure what is on my mind. I'm not even sure what im feeling.... so i guess i dont know what to write

Well this is me... my diet is working.. just so everyone knows.. im not going to tell u how well or not well but it is working!! yay.. thats one thing to be happy about.. I have to admit.. Although i have a wonderful friend here.. I miss my friends.. I miss hanging out... i miss taking fun weird pictures.. I miss my love so much!! I'm having a hard night.. and because of this stupid time difference i dont have anyone to talk to!!! :( but anyways im dying my hair.. but shhhhh dont tell anyone lol... im not telling u what color either.. im being mysterious tonight huh?? anyways i luv u mom :) and thankyou tim and cathy for viewing my blog and leaving comments

The secret to Sexiness is you

Remember that!! lol anyways





SOoooooOOoo i havent done too much the past few days other than work out!! It's been fun though. I have also rested.





But i have only been having my diet and i am about to go full throttle so wish me luck!!





I actually looked in the mirror today and told me "You know... you ARE beautiful" and i felt so good about myself! Even though it isnt showing (like the weight yet) I feel good about how hard i have been trying and i am actually started to gain confidence... actually i have a lot of confidence.. (confidence is not conceited and it is OKAY to confident in yourself... it's sexy) but anyways.. I am going to work harder on my dieting.. my exercising is pretty top notch so im not to worried about that part of it. but yeah tomorrow i will call the people for the cruise ship and kristi (the person i am staying with) said if nothing happens we will Go up to the office (whether they like it or not) and we will SIT there until they make me an appointment.. hehe gotta love her





anyways thats about it!!





*codie*

SOOOO

Sooo life is going well.. I decided maybe the reason it is taking longer (although im ready to get started) could be because i need to make sure my body is ready for everything (such as the training or the job in general) SOOOO maybe i need to focus on my losing weight first and getting into shape.. I dunno.. its the only explanation i could come up with!! lol SOo i figured out how to post pictures on here and the moment i take some i will post some.

I downloaded a lot of music for my mp3 player... but now i cant seem to find a chord to match it around here.. it's a sad sad story!! lol.

Oh i went to the mall yesturday! It was way different from the mall back home at tulsa! It was crazy!

oh well i guess thats all i have to say :)

thanks for reading

*codie*

Great

Sooo I think My Mom is the only one that reads this.. but that's okay! Atleast it will give her something to do right?? hehe I luv my mom.. She's the best!

But anyways

Things are looking up in Hawaii... I still miss my family and Joshua like crazy but thats okay. I am learning to cope with it. and there is one more downer.. The cruise ship thing is STILL taking longer than planned!! I want to get on with it!! BBBUUUTT!! There is some good news!! I am working on my body like crazy.. I've been working out every day and im gonna keep doin it.. i've been eating healthy and just doing everything i can to get into better shape!! TODAY i finished an ENTIRE Tae Bo DVD and i have NEVER been able to do that.. so u can only imagine how good it made me feel. I am going to continue dieting and exercising so when i come back i can be a whole new person. I have also been reading my bible daily and taking notes on it... and keeping a journal. Things arent so bad anymore.. Although yes it is true i could NEVER live here!! lol Hawaii is definatly just a vacation destination type place for me. Well im done for now!! Take care and Have fun

*codie*

A Little Better

Well things are getting a little better around here... I am getting used to the time difference i think... i have started working out and stuff so things are going good there!! I still do really miss my family and my baby but i am okay. i am learning to get through that. I am trying hard to think about all of the things I can work on for myself!! SO that helps.. and i am thinking about how much everyone else can work on as well.

I am still trying to get things to move on with the cruise ship deal. So please pray that things with that moves quickly! Thankyou :)

I love you MOMMY!!

*codie*

Away for the first time

Soo I am in Hawaii.. Great huh? Sounds good!! well it isn't bad. Most people would kill to come here. Well i got lucky and came to help a friend out and it turned into me trying to get a job on a cruise ship. Well things seem to be going as planned as far as that comes.. But i am not going to lie.. it is difficult.. You see I've never been away from my mom for longer than 2 weeks at a time... and im a whole 5 hour time difference away. Clear across the ocean.. It's a big move and something to really get used to. Plus I've never had a boyfriend whom i adored when i've left and went away. Now I do.. So things are a little more complicated.. I left my family whom i love, my mother who has always been there... and my love whos time means everything to me.. But i got to thinking.. Everything happens for a reason.. I could really find myself and work on myself while i am here. I could lose weight.. work on my acne (not like its terrible or anything) and just really work on myself. I plan on also studying my bible. I would really like to learn more about it and more about my beliefs and religion. Also I am going to be writing in a journal and catching up with my baby on Pokemon (lol). Soo I will just need to keep myself busy.. plus it is nice seeing an old friend and catching up. It is also getting me prepared i believe for when i do need to get out there on my real own and start my own life and family. It will help me and my family prepare for whenever (in the future) that may happen.

Also everyone... it truley is beautiful here... the mountains and the beaches.. its so nice.. the weather is pretty nice (ecpecially compared to Oklahoma weather). But I got Burned bad today in the sun!! haha (stupid me right??) lol

but yeah wish me luck with the cruise ship job because things seem to be moving slower than planned with it and the more time it takes the longer EVERYTHING will take (pay check, being away, etc).

Well thats all for now. I plan on staying updated while i am in hawaii and away. Hope you enjoyed reading :)

*codie*